
It is so counter-intuitive, that I lack the motivation to even try to rationalize it.
Here's the riddiculous game.
For most of my life, everything less than lovely in my life has been blamed on someone or something else. Everything.
My bad mood? Rowdy kids. Change of plans. Lack of coffee. Your poor choices.
(Couldn't possibly have anything to do with the dust on the abandoned Bible.)
My failure to succeed? Past hurts. People's opinions. Present obstacles. Perceived expectations. Possibility of future failures.
(Couldn't be my fear, my pride, or my laziness.)